Picture the night you finally hit the number you’d been chasing. Now picture yourself lying in bed that same night, too tired to feel any of it.
That was me the year I crossed the million dollar mark. “Yep. This is amazing. Yep.” Running on nothing but fumes.
“My business is finally working. So why am I this exhausted?”
If that’s you, meet Melinda Cohan. She co-founded The Coaches Console from an idea scribbled on a napkin, grew it into a multi-million dollar company, and sold it. After 20 years of watching every flavor of burnout, including her own, she wrote Sustainable Success. And the first thing she did on this episode was take apart a story I’d been telling myself for years.
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You’re Not a Control Freak. You’re Addicted to the Doing.
For years I swore I wasn’t micromanaging. I was “just here to help.” I even shared a story on this episode I’ve never told in public: a therapist once looked at me and said, “Wow. It must be hard to be married to you.”
Melinda’s correction changed the whole conversation:
- A fixer means something is broken and your team can’t handle it. That’s almost never true. Most store owners have competent teams.
- What you actually are is a doer, addicted to the doingness of everything.
- The doing is what got you here, so it doesn’t feel like a problem. It feels like being good at your job.
- Melinda calls it the hustle identity, and it’s sneaky because it looks exactly like work ethic.
The lesson: The habit that built your store is the same habit that’s burning you out. That’s why you can’t see it.
The Four Boxes on the Floor
Fifteen years ago, Melinda’s business coach taped a four-square grid on the floor and made her physically stand in each box, answering the same questions from each seat: What are your concerns? Your goals? Your needs?
- Employee box: the tasks, the technology, the deadlines. Pure doing.
- Manager box: do my people have what they need, are we hitting our numbers, is everything on track?
- CEO box: “Is everything on track? Great. I’m working on what’s six months out.” Vision, not tasks.
- Shareholder box: one question only. Is this profitable? Melinda admitted she had never once stood here.
Then she watched her colleagues for years and saw the pattern:
- They ran entire businesses bouncing between two boxes: employee and manager. Back and forth, launch after launch.
- One colleague wore the same pajamas three days straight during a launch and was proud of it.
- They were addicted to the adrenaline of the back-and-forth, and the rut got deeper every year.
The lesson: The rut between the employee box and the manager box is where burnout lives.
Take this action: Grab painter’s tape and make the grid on your floor. Pick one real thing happening in your store, stand in all four boxes, and answer out loud. Notice which boxes feel like home and which you’ve barely visited.
The Mantra That Builds Your Store and Then Burns You Out
Melinda’s four levels of consciousness gave me language for something I’d lived but never named:
- Level one, “to me”: victim mode. Life happens to me. You left this level the day you signed a lease.
- Level two, “by me”: achiever mode. Melinda’s early mantra was “if it’s got to be, it’s up to me,” and it bootstrapped her whole business.
- Level three, “through me”: flow. You’re still paddling the canoe, still steering, but you’ve found the current instead of shoveling the river a new path.
- Stay in “by me” too long and that’s where the exhaustion, resentment, and overwhelm set in.
For you: There is nothing wrong with achiever mode. You find out what you’re capable of there. Just don’t set up permanent residence.
The lesson: I thought I was doing everything right because I wasn’t a victim. I was proud of being an achiever, right up until I burned out.
The Warning Signs Most of Us Push Through
Melinda’s book maps burnout as a spectrum: early indicators, attention getters, high alert alarms, and 911 distress signals. On the episode, I checked myself against every one:
- Waking up at night obsessing over work? I called that dedication. I’d run downstairs to “quickly help one client.”
- Eating to feed anxiety? That was me.
- Headaches, difficulty breathing, panic attacks? Check, check, check.
- Unexpected illness? I had COVID six times, then long COVID.
The universe was yelling at me through a megaphone, and I kept treating every signal like a badge.
And here’s the definition that opened the whole episode, from Melinda’s colleague Michelle Falzone: burnout is doing the thing you love, but there’s no more joy in it anymore.
The lesson: If the joy is draining out of the store you built, that’s not the price of success. That’s an alarm.
Why This Matters for Your Store
- You didn’t open your store to sell things. You opened it to create transformation for your customers and your town.
- You cannot build that on one person’s back. If every dollar has to pass through your hands, you’ve capped your own growth.
- Self-care is a strategic advantage. Not manicures and massages. Choosing the state you show up in so you can stand in all four boxes.
- If you hit your goals on fumes, imagine what you’ll hit when you’re not on fumes.
Your Millie Moment
This week, before you add one more thing to your to-do list:
- Tape the four boxes on your floor: employee, manager, CEO, shareholder
- Pick one real decision or project happening in your store right now
- Stand in each box and answer out loud: what are my concerns, goals, and needs from this seat?
- Write down which two boxes you live in, and which two you’ve been avoiding
Awareness comes first. You can’t choose a different identity until you can see the one you’re standing in.
Resources & Links
- Get Melinda’s book, Sustainable Success, plus a complimentary companion guide at SustainableSuccessBook.com
- Ready to free up cash and finally build wealth from your store? Apply for your free Gameplan Call, where we’ll identify your growth opportunities and map out the most profitable next steps to elevate your visibility, attract the right customers, and scale with confidence.
- Want a behind-the-scenes look at how our top clients grow profit without burning out? Our free training, Beyond Busy: 3 Shifts to Reclaim Your Time and Boost Store Income, walks you through the exact method we use in our Profit Club, focusing on your role as CEO, CIO, and CFO to grow a business that’s both profitable and sustainable.
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💚 Remember: Burnout doesn’t mean you’re failing. It’s a signal that your current approach needs recalibration. What got you here was wonderful. You just have to change to get there.